M. (via fawun)
The sadness comes in waves. Because sometimes I’m able to forget and everything seems normal and fine. But then I remember, and it’s like hearing it for the first time. And the thoughts hit me at a hundred miles per hour. And they carry weight like concrete. And suddenly I can’t get out of bed or I can’t move from where I am. I can’t think about anything else. And my heart breaks all over again.